Carried away

Hello everybody,

Weeks ago I started getting some ideas on top of my normal drip and start practicing and gradually got um...carried away? is still way too soon but one hint is the comment that I made past week about what should we expect until around the end of the month.

I mentioned a down slope with a hump in the middle. and what got me really big, is the fact that is not a normal prediction: up, down or sideways- but is a complex form, which means 5 predictions together.

First a slant down
Second a reversal
Third a drop steep enough to get back or close to the original slope
Fourth Decelerate the pitch and get back to the downtrend of step one, but some more drop
Fifth bottoming process

And in that order and that order only.
I watch the fucking chart and swear to God I see the first three steps, don't know how far is it going to get but damn I'm thrilled just with three.

Not writing or having this stuff in the computer, is due to, besides my paranoia, a way to force myself not to get mentally lazy.I have to connect dots and having a whole picture in my head first before acquiring some kind of 'mastery" so to speak.

I remember Eric Clapton in one interview when he laughed at the idea that he play guitar like that because of talent. Of course he has talent but his laughing caught my attention because meant that the talent thing is not the "beef" of the story.

When he laughed he dismissed the concept of exceptionalism in a tacit way.
That you have or have not, and there's nothing that could be done to excell because is not inside our genes.

Usually happens the laughing when the "truth" is something entirely different to what a casual observer assumes.And the person involved finds amusing how people explain it to themselves.So I payed attention to what he said after the laugh and he mentioned that he drove his family...completely...crazy...practicing...guitar. Yes that's all.

So for an observer is a genetic talent what made him acquire mastery at playing guitar but it was revealing to me that his enphasis was in practicing his stuff. I always remember that interview.

So that's the main reason to not write down parts of anything, I need to get the thing as a whole in my head first is the only way to get some kind of mastery and not just a bunch of papers or documents spreaded around.

And the carried away part is because anticipating a complex form at least in it's first three steps maybe means that I start getting the melody.So maybe the whole thing is just keep practicing until the three steps become five in a row and looking almost effortlessly for a casual observer.But this is just the beggining not the end.

So will see what happen with the remaining 2 steps towards the end of the month and there I can start focusing back on the stock list again, I hope with a clearer idea about the trend.

Thank you
Dan